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i cant really express what I'm feeling about the SME vs JaeChunSu lawsuit...plus everything that I've wanted to say has already been said...
All i know is that my heart is breaking more and more over this and I just wish it would stop...I can't keep listening to their songs and thinking 'this might be there last song together'...I don't want to think those thoughts and I'm trying really hard to keep it together but its sooo hard...
the HoMin statement is something that I can't and won't believe until they I've heard that its the truth...but it can't be because I don't want to believe that they turned their backs on the other three like that...It's impossible...
god this whole thing is a mess...I don't know how I'm going to be able to concentrate on anything...
My heart goes out to all of them and I hope that this whole thing blows over and that they don't break up...
All i know is that my heart is breaking more and more over this and I just wish it would stop...I can't keep listening to their songs and thinking 'this might be there last song together'...I don't want to think those thoughts and I'm trying really hard to keep it together but its sooo hard...
the HoMin statement is something that I can't and won't believe until they I've heard that its the truth...but it can't be because I don't want to believe that they turned their backs on the other three like that...It's impossible...
god this whole thing is a mess...I don't know how I'm going to be able to concentrate on anything...
My heart goes out to all of them and I hope that this whole thing blows over and that they don't break up...
- Mood:
crappy - Music:DBSK-Proud
so I was just sitting on my bed trying to finish my rough draft for my research paper that is due tomorrow (i procrastinate a lot XD) when I heard something fall by my tv. I looked on my floor and saw a cricket and thought "OMG! I have to get the bugs spray!" Turns out the cricket can read my mind because it flew at me!!!! Not hopped but FLEW!!!! Call me stupid but I didnt even know crickets could fly!!!!! WTF!?!? So i ran out with my laptop to the living room where I'm currently at because I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IT WENT!!!!! I have a college class at 7:50am and I would really like to get some sleep cuz my mom was all like "Breanna your not sleeping in the living room. It's a cricket, It's not going to bite you." Umm...the fact that it flew at me kinda makes me think differently...
- Location:my living room
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:Dir en Grey-Saku
- Mood:
content - Music:suju m-super girl
omg im finally bac!!! 2 stay!!! i had 2 bribe my mom with money and i get it bac so it was a win win situation with me XD
i seriously dont know what is wrong with me...ever since school started I havent felt like doing anything...
hope senioritis isnt starting early >.>
- Mood:
awake - Music:nothing...until i kno i cant listen 2 dbsk...its depressing...T^T
she told me im lazy and that I dont do anything around the house wen clearly im the ONLY one doing anything!
grrr...so yea ill be gone 4 maybe about 2-3 weeks...hopefully no longer than that XD ill sneak on every once and a while but thats about it...
so ttyl!
oh and my 1st day as a senior wuz awesome! XD
- Mood:
amused - Music:G Dragon-Heartbreaker
urgh...i hate this this...its not fair...which means i wont be on wen kioku_kagami finishes Cherished and Abandoned T^T
*cries*
my mom can really be a b+itch sumtimes XD
- Mood: annoyed
- Music:DBSK-Love in the Ice (japanese)
the 1st one wuz ok to read the 1st time but after that its sooo slow
the 2nd 1 wuz pretty good because everyone1 thought that the boy who lived wuz trying 2 kill ppl
umm...the 3rd one wuz also good because it had you thinking 1 way and then at the end you find out what you were thinking wuz wrong
4th one wuz amazing because it had the triwizard tournament, and different schools, and voldie comes back XD
i hated the 5th one 4 one reason only: umbridge
6th one wuz good cuz it had a little romance and you learned about voldie wen he wuz growing up...ending wuz sad though
7th one wuz...ok...the beginning wuz slow and pissed me off when ron left and i think the ending could have been a little better...
but yea thats how i feel about the harry potter books ^^
- Mood: sleepy
- Music:SuG-39 galaxyz
HINT: moaning XD
- Mood: amused
- Music:SHINee-Please Don't Go
being a senior in high school suxs monkey's balls T^T I never thought that college would take soooo much work! I had to write 5 essays in 2 1/2 days! im pooped...
- Mood: crappy
- Music:nothing at the moment
i think henry's mom married hankyung's dad so now they're step-brothers...they're dating behind they're parents back and i remember that henry gets raped later on...
PLEASE help!!! its bugging me cuz i didnt save it and i cant think of the name!!! ^^<input ... ></input><input ... >
- Mood:
ditzy - Music:deluhi-hybrid truth
I cant wait for Saturday because its prom! WOOT! My friend got us a hummer limo so we'll be going there in style lol XD It might rain that day though...i really hope not...
Im finally done with TAKS! so hopefully i passed them all and wont have 2 take them ever again! >.<
AHHH!!! A-Kon is like a less than a month away!!! im soooo excited! i still havent bought my ticket yet though...cant wait 2 eat all the pocky i can!!! XD
Im finally done with TAKS! so hopefully i passed them all and wont have 2 take them ever again! >.<
AHHH!!! A-Kon is like a less than a month away!!! im soooo excited! i still havent bought my ticket yet though...cant wait 2 eat all the pocky i can!!! XD
- Mood:
anxious - Music:DDR XD
i have nothing 2 read! ive read everything i cud find and now i have nuthing! T^T please help! my mind is craving somthing...anything!
- Location:in a corner...
- Mood: sad
- Music:kat-tun rescue
Omg...my brain hurts soooo bad right now...
all this week all my teachers have been reviewing me for this stupid test i have 2 take and PASS in order to graduate...
for all you people who live in texas u kno it as the dreaded TAKS test XD
all this week all my teachers have been reviewing me for this stupid test i have 2 take and PASS in order to graduate...
for all you people who live in texas u kno it as the dreaded TAKS test XD
- Mood:
creative - Music:dbsk-9095
It's my Birthday tomorrow!!!
I'll be 17!!! WOOT!!!!
I'm sooo staying up 2nite 2 wish myself a happy birthday (even though i was really born at 12:24 p.m. XD)
I'll be 17!!! WOOT!!!!
I'm sooo staying up 2nite 2 wish myself a happy birthday (even though i was really born at 12:24 p.m. XD)
- Mood:
excited - Music:super junior- why i like u
umm...i need help finding a fic ^^
i can't really remember everything but i kno that suju and dbsk in it and suju r vampires and dbsk r werewolves....
umm...henry got changed by kibum and started living with him and the rest of suju...
kyuhyun has a family that he goes 2 see every night with leeteuk's permission...
something bad happens and henry, this girl and her son start living with dbsk and soon after kyuhyun's family starts living with them...
umm...thats all i can remember XD
please help!
i can't really remember everything but i kno that suju and dbsk in it and suju r vampires and dbsk r werewolves....
umm...henry got changed by kibum and started living with him and the rest of suju...
kyuhyun has a family that he goes 2 see every night with leeteuk's permission...
something bad happens and henry, this girl and her son start living with dbsk and soon after kyuhyun's family starts living with them...
umm...thats all i can remember XD
please help!
- Mood: bouncy
- Music:suju-why i like you
OMG...i have 2 take my SATs on Saturday...i REALLY dont want to....i haven't studied at all...
also i hate dbsk...they always have 2 make a super awesome album that i can't buy!!!
After i heard "Taxi" i was completely hooked...
If i could I would buy it but my mom would get mad at me...I've bought both their "T" album and "Mirotic" album (Version C) not 2 mention i bought Versailles "Noble" album after I saw them live at A-Kon so my mom is pretty fed up with it...urgh i wish i could have it!!!
also i hate dbsk...they always have 2 make a super awesome album that i can't buy!!!
After i heard "Taxi" i was completely hooked...
If i could I would buy it but my mom would get mad at me...I've bought both their "T" album and "Mirotic" album (Version C) not 2 mention i bought Versailles "Noble" album after I saw them live at A-Kon so my mom is pretty fed up with it...urgh i wish i could have it!!!
- Mood: disappointed
- Music:BoA-I did it for love
I feel horrible...(i just took my temp. and its at 103.6) I have exams 2morrow and i feel like crap...I really dont wanna go but if i dont i get a zero 4 my exams and ill b damned if that happens...
ill neva listen 2 my grandparents again...weneva i dont take the flu shot i neva get sick...neva...my immune system is like...donkey kong XD
but once again since my grandparents made me i took it and look wat happens? >.<
urgh...im just gonna go 2 sleep now cuz my head is pounding...
goodnite all my friends! ^^
ill neva listen 2 my grandparents again...weneva i dont take the flu shot i neva get sick...neva...my immune system is like...donkey kong XD
but once again since my grandparents made me i took it and look wat happens? >.<
urgh...im just gonna go 2 sleep now cuz my head is pounding...
goodnite all my friends! ^^
- Location:in my warm bed
- Mood:
sick - Music:none...my head hurts
OMG 2008 is almost gone!!!! kinda makes me sad...
it means i have 1 more year till i graduate in 2010 T^T im not ready 2 grow up!!! XD
lets c...my new year resolutions...
it means i have 1 more year till i graduate in 2010 T^T im not ready 2 grow up!!! XD
lets c...my new year resolutions...
- learn korean (ive been trying but ive been sooo busy lately)
- get better grades (i make all A's but 4 sum reason i still think i cud do better...strange huh? XD)
- loose weight ( i just wanna lose 10-12 lbs)
- save my money! (im good at that until dbsk or big bang puts out a new cd...then my money kinda vanishes XD)
- go 2 A-kon wit my cousins (hopefully they can come "this" year >.>)
- learn conversational japanese ( my friends want 2 go 2 japan our senior year so we're saving our money)
- be a better friend...(i tend 2 keep 2 myself alot sumtimes and wont talk 2 any1...i gotta work on that)
- become a better writer...( when i write its mostly spur of the moment so my thoughts r all scrambled 2gether...i need 2 organize them more)
- Location:on my bed...thinking...
- Mood: anxious
- Music:dbsk-wish
i really want to write a dbsk fanfic but idk wat it shud b about...i have sooo many thoughts going through my head and its really hard 2 put them in some kind of order. I have a MAJOR problem with ending stories...i can write great beginnings and middles but when it comes to ending something I'm completely clueless XD I have a fanfic that i wrote in 4th grade that ive revised and edited over the years but its still not done O.O;
its all soooo frustrating....if any1 wud like to help me i'd really appreciate it ^^; I just need some encouragement...
its all soooo frustrating....if any1 wud like to help me i'd really appreciate it ^^; I just need some encouragement...
- Location:at my laptop...
- Mood:
working - Music:big bang-strong baby
My head is spinning...sometimes i wonder if dbsk is even real? I mean i see them and watch them on youtube everyday and listen to them constantly but are they really real? I wish i could meet them in person...just seeing them with my own eyes would be enough...them I'd know without a doubt that they're not just a group of imaginary hot guys my brain cooked up...XD
- Location:over the rainbow
- Mood:
curious - Music:dbsk-dont say goodbye
